if u din notice my absence the past few days, well THANKS for missing me. haha, lol
i was at the cornerstone youth camp at katong hostel at the invitation of rachel and boy! did i have a great time worshipping the Lord and praising Him and listening to His word.
i came to the camp expecting sth special from God and wanting Him to burn a fire in me yet again, what i did not really take into consideration were the programmes of the camp. i din realli enjoy the games, it was really tiring, and also i was really tired coz of the programme, lyk we were waking up at 6.30am every morning and sleeping at after 12 every nite, but i m not complaining, coz God touched me at the camp.
Saturate.
wad a cool theme.
in chemistry it means that a solute is dissolved in the solvent to the point when the solvent cannot dissolve any more solute.
we are the solvent and the Holy Spirit is the solute, we want to dissolve the Holy Spirit in us till the point where we cannot dissolve any more of the Holy Spirit. i wonder how it would be to be REALLY fully saturated by the Holy Spirit. i can say that i am not fully saturated yet, but i am so much more full of the Holy Spirit than before.
i wonder how people can doubt the realness (if there is such a word) of God. when i was young i used to wonder if God was really real. as a 2nd gen christian, you kinda grow up in an environment where u knew God was there, there were no whys or how comes or wad ifs, u jaz knew, without proof. i wanted proof. and everytime i hear people praying in tongues or lying on the floor crying or laughing, i knew that that was the proof that i was looking for. wad power on Earth could make grown, burly men fall on their knees and bawl lyk a baby, and how could some one learn a language and be so proficient in it in a matter of minutes. you would jaz KNOW that God is real.
at saturate camp, at the sessions, i was really touched by God, in probably every single session. he is so real to me. i simply cannot understand how He can be a fake God because i can feel Him, i feel Him, knowing tat He is there.
amazing.
i thank God for the opportunity to come to this camp. the camp speaker was Pastor Pat Schatzline. he came over for ignite o5 and i had a fantastic time listening to him preach and he is a preacher lyk none tat i have heard before. he is so amazingly used and annointed by God and i really hope to hear him preach again. i thank him for helping to stir up a "personal revival". it's amazing just to hear him preach God's word.
i pray that the fire burned in me will not die down but rather be fanned up to be even bigger, brighter and hotter.
i had a fantastic time at this camp, thanks to everyone for all the wonderful memories.
You are my God, my life my all,
and i live for You alone,
i am Yours, evermore.
Heaven and Earth will shout Your praise,
the wonder of Your name,
I'll proclaim evermore.
