As a councillor, you can never expect your first day of school to be absoulutely slack and hassle-free. today i got called up by mrs goh to help with the prize giving ceremony. apparently my job was jaz to go and line the prize winners up according to their numbers and then mark attendance. still it gave me a good excuse to pon morning assembly, dedication service and the like. afterwhich i went to help with the packing of apples for the sec ones.
all that is not impt. itz how today went by. suddenly first day of skl doesnt seem so special at all. itz lyk i din have a holiday at all. waking up at 6.30am din seem so special for me after all. and gosh, now im in SEC FOUR. itz lyk finally in a not so good sense of the word. when i was in lower sec i never wanted to be in sec four. itz lyk super stress year. i dunno who to listen to lah, some ppl say o levels damn easy and no need study coz our skl standard is higher, but there are those who tell you to work hard for it and dont slack off. i have made a decision that i will do my best in my studies this year. i dont want to take chances, yes im kiasu, but that's not entirely bad tho. u only get to take Os once in your entire life, if you do badly den that's it you noe. so i have decided that i will do my very best in all the tests and exams. even though itz the o levels that ultimately matters but i jaz want to do well so i can go into the o levels full of confidence. im aiming to go VJ, a lofty ambition? i hope not. i really want to go there bcoz the school atmosphere is reportedly vv unlike ahs or TJ and i want to go try out a diff atmosphere. so i am aspiring to do well in my Os so that i can go to the JC of my choice.
being a sec four feels damn weird. suddenly all your seniors are gone. itz a fact that jaz hit me today. itz weird. after three years with someone to look up to, now suddenly we're the ones being looked up at. how weird. itz a complicated feeling.
oh well. i want to do well for studies and also in every thing else that i do.
For now, i shall get back to studying for chem test on thur.
and i hope i can pass my a maths dis year...
and not to fall asleep in class, esp a maths.
Lord give me the strength to excel in the things i do, and that whatever that i do i shall do it for Your glory. may this year in skl be a fruitful one, a year that will have your name glorified. in all my roles and responsibilities Lord may i be a light that shines Your word. In all the decisions that i make Lord may they be the ones You intend for me. For You are the one who holds my future, my life in in Your hands, my hope is in You. You will prosper me and not harm me, You will give me hope and a future.
Amen.