it's been a real terrible day today, dunno why i don feel so well...it's really terrible. i dont think u can believe this. as of now, which is approximately 6pm, the only things i have eaten are a can of latte, one cookies and cream ice cream and one justea. and i almost vomitted the justea. haiz..donno wad's wrong wif me...praying that i will get well tml. or not. coz i still owe wang bi yu homework. so if i dont come den i no need to hand in yet. and well, there's chinese test tml which i din noe abt until today...haiz...30 cheng yu. good thing i found out that there's no zao ju for tml's test!!! so no need to study for it so hard...
im still feeling miserable now...haiz..the pains of being in sec four. oh well on the bright side, the thing i liked abt today was mdm ho's devotion, abt uncertainties. she shared on the end times from matt 24. i always felt that end times is a sensitive topic, to be approached with care. i mean, sharing it with 1500 ppl, among which more than half are non-christian, that's sth man. apparently there is this report that an earthquake similar to the one that caused the boxing day tsunami will happen north of the previous earthquake, and that that one would generate a tsunami down the Malacca Straits, because the Malacca Straits are very narrow, the waves generated will be huge and it is expected to hit Singapore. i was thinking to myself. if a tsunami the size of the boxing day one hit singapore, there was no chance in hell that we would survive. every single one will drown, mostly. since our island is so tiny...but i was thinking, would God allow such a thing to happen to Singapore? a city that has been billed as the antioch of asia...would he allow a massive wave to come and wipe out at least half of the population and destroy our economy, plunging singapore into chaos and panic? the implications are huge...
would God allow such a thing like that? or will he protect us? i believe he will protect us. the biggest miracle to show how God is blessing our country is that the waves will pass by us and not a strand of hair will be lost. how possible is that? very. i dont believe God's plan for Singapore is up yet. there are so many ppl here who have the potential to go and impact lives and nations and why should God take them away before our time is up? that said, no one is indispensible in the eyes of God. he can take out thousands of ppl and raise up thousands more in a day or two. coz he is God. However, im sure the blessing of God is upon Singapore and we will be safe, if only we would turn to Him.