yes, im leaving ahs soon...
weirdly i dont feel that tinge of sadness...itz not that i hate the school and cant wait to get my butt out of 600 upper changi road. i like ah. in fact, i thank God He put me here. my frens rock, the teachers are GENERALLY nice. in fact, the past four years have been some of the best times of my life...
yet i dont feel sad that im going...and the going is inevitable. unless i flunk vv badly, which i am not intending to. im blogging abt this topic bcoz i watched a show, there was this scene where the students jaz graduated and they were ecstatic and all. that got me thinking why was it that they were so happy to leave the school? i mean wont they miss ath? wont they miss the good and the bad times? would i be THAT happy when i graduate?
i dont think i will be that happy on my graduation day. yet i will not feel sad. mebbe itz bcoz i lived my sec sch life to the full. and i have come to a conclusion why ppl are happy on their graduation day:
we all noe that dis day is coming and that graduation is inevitable. so much so that we have accepted the need to graduate the moment we step into the school. the final aim: score well for o levels and get to a good jc. itz what happens along the way that makes ur life more interesting and enriching.
life is not about looking backwards. you cant move on unless u've let go rite? people are happy bcoz they are looking at the future ahead of them. that's where the real life begins. everyone looks forward to new things bcoz we like new things. yet we feel a slight tinge of sadness bcoz no one wants to forget the past. why forget the past? when the past was so good? we are afraid of forgetting, that's why we dont want to let go. but since itz inevitable, we learn to let go and unfortunately, forget. but there is a price to pay for everything.
Philosophical? i beg to differ. anyone can come up with a conclusion lyk this when he is thinking too much when he's supposed to be studying for that chinese test the next day. having said that, i shall go back to the real world where there is a chinese test the next day and i have hardly got ath into my brain.
crossing the bridge in front of me, yet i must burn the bridges behind me......