today is the 3rd last day in school for the term. i cant wait for the holidays to start. but then again, at the same time, im dreading the holidays. firstly, holidays fly by faster than justin gatlin on a 100m track. when ure having fun, time always flies by. and when u are having this really boring lesson, it's moving lyk me on a 100m track. it lyk Mr. Father Time has some enmity with human beings, like we offended him or sth. back to holidays flying by. when holidays fly by, it means that school reopens vv soon. and when school reopens vv soon, it means that prelims are coming and if prelims are coming, it means O levels are coming. but that is not the most dreadful. the most dreadful thing is after O levels, it's byebye, tchao, toodles to AHS. just when i tot i was getting into the swing of sec school life, im being booted out.
Next, why i am dreading these hols is bcoz it will be the hols of many 'lasts'. my last student camp is coming on 3-7june, my last camp as a councillor will come on 8-10june, and my last drama camp as a non-alumni will come the last 3 days of the holidays. yup. that will be realli sad. im keeping my fine run of going for all 4 student camps since sec1. and since i am not in all saints, this will DEFINITELY be my last one, so i'll be staying up all nite on the last nite sia. council review camp. Last as a councillor, last as a welfare head, last as an exco. haiz...imagine, one day after the review camp is over and u wake up, u dont have to do anything at all. u just wake up and u have no responsibilities, no need to worry whether the proposal is handed in on time, no need to bother about any comm members' attire or attendance, no need to think of new ideas for the next camp. when chinmeng, mel and i were toking about this, it really struck me. waking up with totally nothing to do. wow. i'll feel lost...drama camp, i was quite resistant abt having a june drama camp, but since itz the last one, i guess i shall give my all and have all the fun in the world. CD ROCKS MY WORLD anyway.
another reason im dreading hols is bcoz of the studying, i usually slack my socks off during hols but dis time i cant take the risk. call me nerd, study freak, kiasu, i dont care, im not taking chances wif my o levels. if there's anytime to realli study, itz june holidays. i hate studying. i seriously do. i have a million and one better things to do than sit down at my desk and remember newton's first law or the way to write an argumentative essay or attempt to solve a differentiation problem.(ever wondered why all maths questions are called 'problems'? there must be a very good reason for this)
so yah, im really dreading hols dis time. after june, itz gonna be july, august, september den *poof* prelims den *poof* Os. to all the sec fours reading dis, sorry...i cant help it. reality is harsh.
afterthoughts:
- there's gonna be a 'no apologies' workshop tml. sth abt abstinence b4 marriage. four whole hours of boredom.
- why do noses run and feet smell?
- i hate taiwanese drama serials.
- pls go for grad nite sec4s! ppl who din go last year realli regretted it
- i noe dis is very random, but itz fun. =)