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the past few days have been a rollercoaster ride of emotions for me.
family camp was DEFINITELY great.
den i felt depressed coz it struck me that this was the last camp tat we are planning as a batch.
den today, choosing new exco. feel relieved. yes, we're handing over.
i jaz wanna run away...
far, far, far away...
where nobody knows me, where nobody who knows me can reach me.
i wan to get aboard a fast train, travel on a jet plane, faraway, and breakaway.
im sick and tired...
ive done my best in the past four years in ah. ive given my all and more. now itz finally over. a chapter has closed.
kinda relieved actually.
after the new exco has been announced, there wont be anymore worrying whether pac is opened on time, recess meetings with mr adrian, worrying about whether mrs goh will accept proposals...
i'll miss the time i spent with my comm members. that's the one i really cherish. coz i that will be lost after we leave. with the rest of the batch, we can meet up regularly mainly coz same age, timing would be easier. but wif the comm, itz impossible to recreate those times.
but im tired. im seriously tired. ive enuf of it already. im ready to handover anytime. but i will miss welfare. the comm i put my heart, soul, blood and tears into. but i must go. when i came on i felt as though i can go on for years and years. but i must leave. i must do other things, try new things, do new stuff. i am not the kind who likes routine, or familiarity. i love new things.
the lyrics of Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway best sums up my life right now. at this milestone:
Grew up in a small town and when the rain would fall down,
I just stared out my window.
Dreaming of a could be, and if i end up happy,
I would pray.
Trying hard to reach out, but when i try to speak out,
Felt like no one could here me.
Wanted to belong here, but something felt so wrong here,
So i pray, I could Breakaway.
Want to feel the warm breeze, sleep under the palm trees,
Feel the rush of the ocean.
Get aboard a fast train, travel on a jet plane,
Faraway, and Breakaway.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
I'm gonna, make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And Breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
I wont forget all the ones that i love,
I've gotta, take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And Breakaway.
Buildings with hundred floors,
Swinging through revolving doors,
Baby I dont know where they'll take me, but
gonna keep moving on moving on,
Flyaway,
Breakaway.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
though it's not easy to tell you goodbye,
But i'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And Breakaway.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
I wont forget the place i come from.
I've gotta, take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And Breakaway.