blogs are so useful for keeping u company late at night.
im currently considering whether or not i should wait another 2 and a half more hours to watch brazil v croatia. my mind tells me to stay awake to watch just about the best players in the world in action. but my body tells me that i need the bed. should have taken a nap in the afternoon. i wouldnt feel so tired now. normally im nocturnal. but i cant keep that up lyk 3, 4 nites in a row. this world cup fever. dang it. at the end of it, as a certain friend of mine put it, i'll end up fat and sleep-deprived. i guess in my case it's fatter and sleep-deprived. world cup update fra vs sui: 0-0 as of 12:42am singapore time.
i just spent some time talking to a friend on msn. he was sharing some problems wif me. and i realised something. you noe sometimes when u're encouraging someone and giving suggestions to solve those problems, u see some solutions to your own problems too. interesting. God works in wondrous ways.
many times i wonder if God as i noe Him really exists. as a young christian, i was confused. if God was real, why didnt He do this, or why did He do this, if He was real, then how/what/when/who... today i noe that the God that i believe is real. coz i've seen Him move and He's talked to me before. and sometimes it's funni but we've even had conversations. haha. some of u may be thinking this dude is off his rocker, or the lack of sleep is getting to him or something liddat. but i promise im clearly awake right now and im not talking some bull. there's a group of people called atheists who do not believe that a God exists. whether it's a Christian God, Buddhist God, Muslim God, Hindu God, etc. they dont believe in a supernatural being. well, i like to believe that a God exists. and i choose to believe that that God is the God the Christians talk about. who so loved the world that He sent His one and only son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. yup. that God. some say religion is for weaklings. well, even the toughest guy has his weak spot and achilles heel. i've had ups and downs. and God was there for me in my downs, and He was there in my ups. there's no other like Him. i promise. i think that deep down in our hearts we all subconsiously acknowledge that there is a supernatural being.
and i would question if God was really good. i would ask why God? why let this happen to me? why why why??? and till now i dont have the answers to most of those whys. but i have the answer that matters the most: God's timing is perfect. and think about this. if everytime u ask God to do something for you and He does that immediately, doesnt that make Him your servant? and that's not right coz He's supposed to be my master. so now i leave it to God's timing.
but it's hard. but i noe God never fails. NEVER. and i praise Him for that. in the bible it says love never fails. God never fails. therefore i come to a conclusion. God = love. and we all need love. love makes the world go round. therefore, i come to another conclusion: we all need God. note: need. and God makes the world go round.
no matter whether you believe in my God, or another God, or any God for that matter. there's someone who loves you. and if u need love, He's always there. just a prayer away. it works wonders. spas dont even come close. trust me.
when i cried
you took me in your arms and comforted me
you wiped away my tears
and you kept each and every one of them
and you whispered in my ear:
"my Son, dont cry.
men fail.
but i never fail.
dont cry, cause,
I love you"
