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Thanks
I give thanks
Not only for
What I have
But also for
What I will
Soon come
To find.

I give thanks
For trials
And tribulations
That have to
Be overcome.

I give thanks
For the test
That must
Be passed.

I give thanks
For happiness
And pain.
No matter the
Emotion - I
Give thanks
Just the same.

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i thought i could take it, thought i could leave without feeling sad.

but after blog-surfing and wishing ppl good luck for the next term, i already feel so damn sad. like three years past so fast.

looking at the past photos, it feels like it was all a dream. you know those dreams where you are having such a good time, you never want to wake up. you just want to stay there in limbo and never wake up. yet you know that eventually it will end, but you dont want to believe it. and when you wake up, you try to go back to sleep immediately so that you can relive the dream again, yet you find that you can't get back to sleep and it's lost forever, and all you have are vague memories of the dream. that's exactly what it's like now

i m gonna miss my WELFARE. three years and i grow to love this comm more every day. the people who come and go. now it's my turn. i dont apologise for feeling sad, nor should i feel ashamed that i am feeling sad and that now im fighting back tears so badly i m getting a headache. i think of all the fun times, all the bad times, all the times together and i realise i can't leave. i dont want to, im being forced aside. im so glad and thankful that im actually a comm head, that i did not win the presidential elections last year. cause welfare is something that i really poured my heart and soul into. i even regret thinking about becoming pres. no offence to the rest, but i think that being a comm head is the most satisfying thing a councillor and hope to have in his/her time in council. from contributing to leading.

i remember very clearly the family day and the msia camp. but yet, it felt like a lifetime ago.

to be able to let go, is the hardest thing in life. but it is when we learn to let go, then are we really able to move on.

if anybody tells me to forget the past and move on, i'll kick that guy in the balls. coz i dont want to forget a past that is as beautiful as this.

i dont ever want to leave welfare, i dont ever want to leave council, yet i cant always do what i want. that has been a cruel fact that i've learnt since young.

move on? not yet, not now.

11:15 pm