looking back in the past week, it's been hardcore cds. i cant seem to detach myself from the activities, nor do i want to. today was my second and final xiao nei yan chu. this time was special for me, as the zhu dao of chuxiye. i m glad many people liked chuxiye, but i am still perturbed, and slightly insulted at the fact that the entire school was laughing at my hair. i mean, watch the role, not noah!!!
never mind, that's over and i wont mull over it. why cry over spilt milk (or gelled hair, in this case)
CDS has dominated my life these past three weeks especially, and i have enjoyed every single moment of it. today is the last time on this stage acting with cds. not the last time on the stage for me im sure. investiture, founders' day dance next year, graduation day...many other opportunities. i enjoyed the time i spent with chuxiye and i can never forget those times. yes, i love chuxiye.
the drama camp in the last week was something i objected to strongly. however, one always tries one's best to make everything enjoyable. we had fun talking late into the night, playing and slacking when we should be paixi-ing, stealing the sec threes' mascots, going to 85 with audrey to buy stuff...damn im gonna miss drama.
next major CD event was sports day. we didnt win the cheering competition. well, im not exactly in a state of depression because of that, but im disappointed nonetheless. we can still take pride in the fact that we have won 4 times the cheering competition and NCC has only taken it twice. EDC, congrats, they won their first one. all the shouting, cheering, laughing and stressing out. im gonna miss drama.
zong cai pai was on monday, two days ago. there went my youth day. i wouldnt give away a precious break from school so easily, but i would, for drama. zong cai pai, honestly speaking, was a mess, a total, pathetic disaster. could tell that laoban was very stressed out over this. the juniors were super slow and they couldnt respond immediately, the seniors were blur oso, so we shouldnt push all the blame to the juniors. all the shouting, critisisms, waiting...im gonna miss drama.
yesterday, mao mao chong took part in it's showtime! on channel 8. i voted four times. in the end we didnt get in. doesnt matter, it's the process, they always say. for those who critisized the performance, we accept that it wasnt the best, but dont go overboard unless u have put in the effort the sec 3s and 2s were putting the past few months or unless u are wang lu jiang. a big thank you to those who shang lian and voted for us. im gonna miss drama.
today. the big day. xiaoneiyanchu. i was nervous, no doubt. and sad, the last time. i slept only 3 hours in the last 24hours. the school was supportive and i must say that everybody gave their all and i was glad to say that many people thought the performance was very good. (besides my hair). CDS is still CDS. it realli struck me when we were singing xi ju zhi ge. it was the last time we were singing on that stage in that capacity. something in me told me to give it my all, sing the best tune. haha. best out-of-tune in my case. the post yanchu celebration was disappointing. extremely. so little people turned up. im rather disappointed with the response. the desire to carry on a revered tradition was not there. can the juniors do it again next year? will we keep going? im gonna miss drama.
alicia gave a moving speech today. honestly, i have to give it to her for coming up with something like that:
you yi tian ke neng CD hui kua, dan wo men neng cheng duo jiu jiu cheng duo jiu. neng cheng shi nian jiu cheng shi nian. wo bu hui gan dao nan guo, yin wei wo xin yong yuan dou you chu xi ye. ru guo you yi tian zhen de mei you le chu xi ye, na jiu zhen de gai nan guo.





