risibility: duh, im strong as strong can be, dont worry yah. im fine actually
jiajie: that's why i'll never leave my hair long unless i have Brad Pitt's chiselled face, which is quite unlikely, sadly. lol.
co-ceo: haha, you take care too. maz have 38th council outing soon, so that we can talk cock about our new lives in our new jcs. haha.
ok, i did the first ever shout-backs of my blog, since there's nothing i'd really like to say.
i started emo-ing again today, on my way home, partly because my mp4's earpiece went crazy and decided not to work. and also partly coz of other stuff which are way too complicated to blog about now. nevertheless, im fine now. back to the same old me. i need to stop emo-ing so often. haha. i am reminded of a part in tuesdays with morrie, when mitch asked morrie why he was always so happy and why he never seemed to be depressed about getting this terminal disease. Morrie then went on to reply that in the early mornings, before anyone was awake, he would look out of the window and start wallowing in self-pity, and start to let his emotions take over, and sometimes he would cry. but he would only give himself that 20 minutes of self-pity and then no more. and he would be back to his optimistic, happy, self again.
i guess in a way that sorts of describes my situation now. i even think that i m suffering from depression. (although, dont worry, it would take ALOT to depress me) just that since this new year started, i started to emo more often. maybe because i miss my friends. well, im making new ones and so life is not so bad.
some of the friends you make last a lifetime, while some are merely a flash in a pan. then again, how long is a lifetime, compared with eternity? i miss all my secondary school friends so much, esp all those crappers from council and the spastic ppl from cds and the 4j bunch of toots. haha. no offence. i miss you all so much! then again, i miss my 3Q friends also. seems like they have four 1230 days on their timetable. (sorta regret changing class) haha.
im just too sentimental i think, or maybe i think too much. well, just like reese in malcom in the middle when he enrolled in military school: dont think, just do! well, then again, im a thinker. and then again, im a dreamer. and then again, i gtg.
thought of the day: why do singaporeans love to queue?
Lord i feel so small sometimes, inside this big old place. and i know there're more important things, but dont forget to remember me.
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