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Thanks
I give thanks
Not only for
What I have
But also for
What I will
Soon come
To find.

I give thanks
For trials
And tribulations
That have to
Be overcome.

I give thanks
For the test
That must
Be passed.

I give thanks
For happiness
And pain.
No matter the
Emotion - I
Give thanks
Just the same.

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

every once in a while, i sink into a quagmire of emo-ness. just a few posts ago, i felt it pointless to wish to go back in time, since, if u went back in time, you might choose to life differently and react differently to situations. which misses the point since you would not experience those cherished memories again.

still, i miss my friends like mad. i miss them so, so much. i've come to the realisation, finally, that it's not the experiences and the times gone by that i miss so much. i miss my friends. i miss having friends that i can really enjoy myself with. it's not that i have no friends in my new school, it's just that we're not that close. just that i miss all my secondary school friends. i miss late night bitching sessions at 85 and in the council room. again, it's not the memories, it's the friends.

i was just so happy being in ahs camping with cds again together with my batch mates. and once again, today, shopping with them at bugis. i miss my council friends, whom i've not seen in a long, long time. and, talking to them on msn just makes me miss them even more. im too sentimental. too rooted in the glorious past to live out the now. the now is just not as good as the past, and the future is envisioned by me to be even greater than the past. the now? i dont know.

i just heard some stuff from this friend of mine which is just very disturbing. very worrying. and it's given me a great burden. it's like the whole world is screwed up and it seems like there's nothing i can do about it. i feel powerless. powerless that the world is messed up, people are messed up and i cant do anything to change it.

God please help me. i guess, this is the best time to say the serenity prayer:

God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,

courage to change the things i can,

and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;

Enjoying one moment at a time;

Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Taking, as He did, this sinful worldas it is, not as I would have it;

Trusting that He will make all things rightif I surrender to His Will;

That I may be reasonably happy in this life

and supremely happy with Him

Forever in the next.

Amen.

and what more can i say?

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