church camp was great, too short, sadly. while i must say i had enjoyed church camp, i didnt enjoy it as much as i had hoped to. somehow, something, at the back of my mind kept me from truly enjoying church camp as i should. nevertheless, it was good to see the youths receiving prophecy and becoming so excited about it; to see them fasting and praying on the last night and gathering 1 hour before service started; to see them running to the front and jumping and praising God; to see them, together with the rangers singing, dancing and jumping before the Lord.
somehow i've become stoned with hopes for revival. so many times it seems like it's there, but i end up disappointed. i cant help being cynical. yet i know that in due time the long-awaited revival will take place. how will it happen? what must we do? those are the questions that we should ask ourselves. i really hope that the enthusiasm, the jumping, cheering and shouting dont die down after today. we are infamous for that. i can only pray that we will be taken from one high to another high.
it was also very interesting to hear prophecy on certain people. like nicole and javan going into politics, jethro to be a prophet, derek to be a missionary, me and justin to lead in the marketplace and so many, many more. it was really exciting to hear all that, and im thankful for the Lord for revealing them. i really hope to see all of them fufilled, and for all of us to lead lives of destiny. that will just be the best thing ever. as much as i thought i was to be called into the missions field, apparently it turned out otherwise, and i now i guess im back to square one, albeit with some direction.
church camp this year was different coz it was more about God that about the fun, the shopping and the endless supply of food for breakfast, lunch and dinner. (not to mention the food this year was quite good) church camp this year was a whole new feeling, a whole new dynamics and a whole new atmosphere. it was good for some, better for others and best for the rest. for me? i really dont know. i shall think about it.
as i sign off, im quite sad to be back in reality, when i realise that i have only one week left to mug for common test and ive not really covered all that i should...HELP!
how i wish i was back in legacy malacca right now...haiz. well, 正所谓:天下无不散之宴席。但愿能早日出席永恒的宴席。。。
this is how we overcome,
this is how we overcome.
you have turned my mourning into dancing,
you have turned my sorrow into joy.
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