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Thanks
I give thanks
Not only for
What I have
But also for
What I will
Soon come
To find.

I give thanks
For trials
And tribulations
That have to
Be overcome.

I give thanks
For the test
That must
Be passed.

I give thanks
For happiness
And pain.
No matter the
Emotion - I
Give thanks
Just the same.

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

finally the third day of exams are over. today's paper was chem. it wasnt as difficult as i had expected it to be, but of course there were the few questions that i had absolutely no clue on how to do. nevertheless, i think i scraped by pretty well.

i believe i have come to a conclusion regarding my slack attitude towards this common test. the reason: im still in holiday mood! and it doesnt help that i have two afternoon papers and one day where i dont even have to go to school. waking up late and watching oprah followed by the nanny just makes me feel like the june holidays are still not over. then again, i dont really want school to begin just yet. im just not looking forward to the endless and mundane cycle of lectures, tutorials, going home, sleeping, waking up at 540am and repeating the whole process again. THERE'S GOT TO BE MORE TO LIFE! somehow, i just feel like not caring about my studies anymore, just give it up and to hell with it. to hell with jc life. but then, im not that type of person. i cant just turn my back on something and expect to forget about it altogether. some people are experts at that, i know, but i just cant do it.

there's less than a week to xiangying. honestly, i dont know what to expect. after going to the camp and watching the paixis, i really dont know if i should cross my fingers and hope for the best or not worry at all. thing is, some of them really need polishing and the cues and technical stuff are not in sync. watching how my peers were having such a difficult time in managing their respective plays, i really wish i could do something to help them, alleviate their burden or something. but i guess im really quite helpless. on hindsight, i suppose it was a good thing that i turned down that wu du offer. it was tempting, but i knew deep inside that i couldnt do it. i wasnt as responsible as the other wu dus and i knew that putting my name down would be putting my head on a chopping block. i didnt think i could do a good job. at the same time, seeing my peers in charge, gives me a sense of pride. we were the batch which people said couldnt make it and which seniors thought were too quiet for our own doing. we were the batch that saw 4 people leave, 4 people come in and one person nearly quit. but still, we stayed on and now are the backbone of this xiangying. it's quite a turnaround, really.

nevertheless, im hoping that xiangying will be a major success this year. i like to believe that somehow, anyhow, cds will dig deep into themselves and rise to the occasion on sat and sunday.

但愿如此。

只要勿忘我曾是，中文戏剧一分子

只要铭记在我心，我爱戏剧一辈子

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