anyways, i shall take a quick break from mugging for maths just to do a little post. today was my first ever exam paper in RJC, ever. i was admittedly, more nervous than i was for previous exams, partly because it was my first ever paper in rj, but more because i didnt really study as hard as i would have liked to. i know this thing that people hate when some people say that i dont study but they still go on to score super high marks. i know, i hate it too. so i dont say i dont study, i simply say i studied, but not as much as i would have liked to. more politically correct, except most of the time i dont score the super high marks that i would like...
econs today was ok, case study was relatively easy and do-able but essay was a total mess. i forgot to write an intro, didnt know what points to include and how to draw the diagram. i could only get thru by bs-ing all the way. i only hope my ability to bs well will take me thru just like it has served me well in the past. i actually prayed much harder this time coz i was really unprepared. (and the hall was very cold)
tml is maths, and i still have quite some bit to cover. i just learnt how to draw the y=f'(x), y=1/f(x) and the ysquare = f(x) graphs and the finding area under a curve. im left with graphing techniques' y= abs(f(x)), y=f(abs(x)) and the formulae for circles, hyperbolas, parabolas and ellipses graphs. and also the past year paper. wish me luck. haha.
alot of people are saying: "expect to fail this common test" and i really find it difficult to doubt them considering how jcts are usually reputed to be killer papers and how little effort i put in. yet i do not want to agree with them coz i really do not want to fail. i cannot accept failure (except maybe for napfa, once in a while) but i dont want to see my academic subjects fail as well. i mean, i have hardly any other things i excel in and i dont want to do badly for my academics. it's just my way of making myself feel like im good at something, even if it's not sports, arts or music. but i dont have an inferiority complex, dont worry.
well, i'll be busy doing maths, and chem the day later and bio subsequently, i havent made plans for friday yet, but i guess i will be going back to ah? or maybe see what the class is up to. i dont know.
ok, gtg. wish me all the best for exams.
thought of the day: so what if you could turn back time? would you live your life differently? wouldnt your life be different then? why do you want it to be different?
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