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Thanks
I give thanks
Not only for
What I have
But also for
What I will
Soon come
To find.

I give thanks
For trials
And tribulations
That have to
Be overcome.

I give thanks
For the test
That must
Be passed.

I give thanks
For happiness
And pain.
No matter the
Emotion - I
Give thanks
Just the same.

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Saturday, December 12, 2009

it's the second last week of the year when i have to book in. just two more days next week and i'm off for the rest of the year. youth camp 2009: Souled Out is just around the corner, and i'm just brimming with excitement as i think about camp. nevertheless, while i should be excited and happy about the youth camp, christmas, and the coming new year, i can't help but have a heavy heart as i enter headlong into this festive season.

it's been a fairly easy week just based on the timetable, no IPPT, no SOC, no RT, no PT, no ICCT, no acronyms...just wake up, eat, sleep, wake up, eat, sleep. i should enjoy this lifestyle. and in fact i am. just chillin out, relaxing, not doing much, using the free time to read, watch movies, write Christmas cards and plan for youth camp. it's been quite relaxed. yet, i can't help but feel drained after booking out every week.

i feel like i've been stuck in some kind of a time warp. yesterday i took to reading my old blog posts using Terry's free (but maybe must pay) mobile data plan, and, reading the blog posts from sec 3 till sec 4 till JC till now, i realised that i haven't changed alot. my mentality may have evolved, but it still is pretty much in the same mould as it was 4 years ago. this could really mean two things: i have been unaffected by the changes around me, or, i am stuck in a time warp, in a perfect little secondary school world. i would think it's a bit of both.

i haven't grown up much, have i?

have alot of things to say, but it's late, i'm tired and i wanna get some rest.

TWO MORE DAYS TO CAMP.

"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know."

- Jer 33:3

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